April 27, 2008

• Loop

  Funny thing, to read that last entry.
  
  First of all, rumours of my untimely demise are greatly exaggerated.
  
  Second, the Universe does know… although the shyte that comes down the pike doesn’t always take the form of what we expect. And yet, it’s precisely what is needed.
  
  At some point, I started referring to certain events happening in sequence as the “Cascade Effect.” It’s a bit like the “Butterfly Effect,” only different.
  
  Frequently, the Cascade Effect centers around a large series of negative and traumatic events adding up to a brilliant and wonderful outcome. In some way, a sequence of improbable and unpleasant events, occurring not just here, and not just to me… may actually turn out to be really wonderful for all involved. Last time this happened, I reinvented myself, going from stressful mainstream work through divorce, bankruptcy, suicidal times and depression to come out as a “truer” version of myself.
  
  As for my absence, from these pages, and from a lot of people’s lives… well, that’s a really long story.
  
  It’s a story of “long stories,” consequences, growing up, taking responsibility, finding the Middle Way and Cosmic Love that transcends all.
  
  And something to do with needing to get really, really lost before you recognize that you are actually found.
  
  For the moment…. peace, out.
  

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