January 16, 2007

  • Bloody L.

    Amazing how time flies by, no matter what else is going on. I just came back here– for reasons of what-evuh– and realized it has been six weeks since my last confession. Well, actually, I got a small reminder in the mail from The Powers That Be, letting me know that I had run out of premium, and would I pretty-please-with-dumplings-on-top ante up another twenty-five bucks for another year of lovely advertisement free service.

    I think– on some level– I have been writing less because I simply have less stuff to piss and moan about, since I have moved. Makes me wonder if people who keep blogs (or a lot of ‘em, anywaze) basically are using them as a platform to bellyache about the misery and confusion in their lives. Of course, I’m not saying that I have found The Answer to misery and confusion, merely that during 2006 I made a move that reduced it from the sound of having my head inside a jet engine to merely a dull roar.

    Blah, blah, blah….

    The other day, I came face-to-face with the ongoing MySpacification of the world. I was looking up some information on music, and there was more information about several artists on their MySpace profiles than on their “official” web sites. Who? Iio. Vega-4. It’s really OK if you’ve never heard of them.

    Actually, I don’t care all that much about MySpace. I think SecondLife is a far more interesting concept. It’s weird. One of my enneagram discussion groups has virtual meetings on SecondLife. I suppose what’s weird about it is that once upon a time it was considered chronically nerdy to belong to online virtual communities… now it has all become so very mainstream.

    On some level, all these virtual communities are a godsend for those of us who simply aren’t into the “bar scene” and attending festivals as our main form of interaction with the world.

    It has been cold here, for a while. There has been snow on the ground for about 5-6 days, and we’re supposedly getting more tonight. Yes, this is the northcountry, but that’s actually unusual for this otherwise mild place. Of course, I don’t let it put me off walking the eight blocks down to the beach, where I’ll wander around for a couple of hours. Or more. I was never one of those people who thought the only good use for a beach was to lay out in the sun and work on my skin cancer.

    People here are pretty friendly. Of course, there’s no reason why they wouldn’t be… but there’s a lot to be said for the energetic state of a place largely inhabited by people who live there because they want to… not because they have to, or were transferred there by Some Big Corporation, Inc.

    So, it’s a new year. I didn’t make any resolutions… other than a vague notion that I want to get back into writing snail mail. I miss writing by hand. I miss actual letters in my mailbox. Maybe it has something to do with the slowness of where I live. No road rage. No people sitting in traffic for an hour to get to work. A traffic jam is 10 cars backed up at the stop sign at San Juan and 19th. Or people waiting for the ferry, at the end of a holiday weekend. Yup, gonna write more letters…

    The way I see it, you can either “be somewhere” and adapt, or you can take your sorry ass to a place where you won’t have to adapt… which, in itself, is a form of adaptation. The same can be said jobs, or habits, or ideas, or thoughts, I suppose. I have always been a “lazy” person, in some respects… “lazy,” in terms of personal adaptation. I was always sick to death of needing to be something I was not. I think it was Geroge Bernard Shaw who commented along the lines of if you don’t like your circumstances, look for some circumstances you do like. Makes eminent sense to me.

    Right now, I am even working on the idea that there is a way to make a living from spending part of the day walking on the beach. Don’t laugh, I’m dead serious.

     

Comments (17)

  • welcome back

  • glad to see you back… I think we blog to release things.. I do… How you dealing with the wind and ice down there??  ‘Til The Next

  • sure…dog walking!

    welcome back. missed your moaning and bitching. just kidding.

    yeah snow…no shit. my car has been trapped at the top of my icy hill of a driveway for almost a week now. arg.

    bag of salt? no! makes too much sense.

    c u around. gonna check out that link.

  • DOWN WITH MYSPACE!

    Oh, and I live on an island so I know what you mean about the beach… so nice isnt it? The high today was 81 degrees… but that feels cold for Hawaii. Im cold over here!!! Wheres my scorching sun? ;)

  • Hi Peter! (((Hugs))) So great to see you back on here again, my fellow HSP friend! 

    Actually, I hardly ever blog much myself at all, but I like to comment at Xangas though when I can.   I’m not able to do that very often either, but all in all, I comment more than I blog about anything.

    Okay, sorry for my rambling!   Hope you have a great rest of the week!! ((More Hugs))

  • I know what you mean… a lot of people come to either show off how much they’ve figured out or to moan about what they haven’t.  Me… well… I’m here to show off my art sometimes because the cheerleading stuff motivates me and I like meeting random people.

    You sound much more at ease than you used to.  I hope your life is as pleasant as it sounds from here

  • if you figure out that walking on the beach and making a living thing, i hope you will share.
    welcome back for a while, at least
    ds

  • Happy new year! I like the sounds of that. Of rather than adapting to an unlikable place, to find one I don’t have to adapt to. Eventually, one day.

  • I know I bitch about stuff a lot on my blog. It’s usually less fun to read things by people who are super happy.

  • Since leaving Austin, I have come to the conclusion it is much more important to me that I have a life in place I want to be rather than a career in a place I don’t want to be in.

  • So I was at the first meditation/drumming group meeting and on the table in the kitchen was a photo card.  I asked Nancy who the photo was because the people caught my eye and looked familiar to me.  It turns out they are great friends of hers that live in Port Townsend.  The woman is really big in the community and has a room in the museum(? not sure) named after her.  I had to laugh because they looked so familiar, yet I’ve never met them, and that is where you moved.  And you are so familiar, yet I haven’t met you.  HA.  I know…reaching……, but it was sort of comical, don’t you think?

    Anyway…glad to see you here.  I’m enjoying my blogging experience.  It’s still new to me and I feel I have learned and grown a lot by sharing myself with others.  I have totally enjoyed meeting and coming to know people I would have no other way of meeting.  Of course, you know, it’s only because I followed your link that I am even here. 

    Are you finding your dreams to be any different since you’ve moved?  *hugs* Peter.  ~Colleen

  • I’m glad to hear from you again.  I love snail mail too, but I’ve become so shaky that I refuse to write any more.  I will occasionally type a letter.  I mourn the passing of my penmanship.  It’s nice to know the noises in your head have somewhat quieted.

  • It was like that in Sedona, AZ when I visited.  People are friendly, happier.  They’re there because they want to not because they have to.  I have yet to visit the northwest, but someday….

    Good to hear from you Peter .

  • hi again. ryc: no kidding! people really get scared when you move out of the part of the play they have assigned you , or you’ve taken on.

  • I want one of those beach jobs!  RYC:  you are so right!  Thank you for stopping by and leaving that comment.  It’s a good one. 

  • Arhata will tell you that there is a way to make a living by walking on the beach.

  • Yes, let me know too! I want the beach life

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